Well, today has been a busy day. It started with having an "official" pregnancy test. The doctor had to do one for the insurance (medicaid) so I could have a 'doctor's note.' I did that with Jacob this morning while Scott was asleep. I then applied for the insurance and made another doctor's apointment. I have since spent the rest of the day planning Jacob's birthday (family) party this weekend and trying to keep Jacob quiet.
Scott is still being a pain in the butt. He is working nights five nights per week and is always onery. I'm trying to be patient with him. I know he is exausted, but there is only so much of his attitude I can take. To top it off, Jacob is noticing that daddy won't play with him and so he's getting upset too. I don't know how to explain that to a one-year-old. I wish that Scott would just deal with the fact of being worn out long enough to have an hour of playing with Jacob just so he still knows he has a dad. I also wish he would have a conversation with me without saying "I'm too tired to care." All well, I guess I need to just deal with it.
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ah the joys of marriage... i'm also learning to just deal with it some days... scott's been a real beast lately while he's been unemployed and when his unemployment checks ran out he turned into a bigger grouch! i just have to remind myself that i do in fact love that man and he is just having a hard time right now... he should start working next month though Ü... i hope that things get better when scott gets use to working graves, i hear it takes a little while to get use too... just remember that i love you and the head honcho upstairs does too!! Nephi 3:7!!
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