Saturday, August 8, 2009
Life goes on.
Well here it is, day....three of knowing I'm pregnant (as far as 2 home tests go) and life sucks. Scott is basically roaming the house moping. He acts like its my fault that I'm pregnant. He seems to forget it takes two to tango and I'm just as shocked as he is. I try to make him smile, but somehow I just make it worse. I wish I knew what to do. I've came to gripps with the fact and yes, its going to be a pain having two kids so young, but life goes on. I want this baby and I'm actually happy that I'm pregnant....for the most part. I WOULD be happy is Scott would cheer up and quit saying things. I mean, he keeps saying things like he hopes the tests were wrong and (to sum it up) that he doesn't want it. I don't know what to do. I want him to be happy, but the only way to do that is something I wont even justify by saying. I'm so scared that this baby won't be loved at all by its daddy. What can I do?
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pray... the Lord blessed you with this miracle, he can help you (and scott-who i just might hit next time i see) adapt to the changes and enjoy. Besides my mom has had kids close together and years apart and she always says she wishes we were all close to each other. It's easier, they go through stages around the same time and once they are all potty trained NO MORE DIAPERS... until the grandkids come. For the record I'm so excited for you! If we lived closer I'd come over and help you out (seeing as the Lord hasn't blessed me yet with little ones). I'm sending a big old hug your way!!
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